So much anger..
I don’t know why but today I can feel anger just building up inside me.
My eyes feel like I have led weights tied to them and I just feel like crap, and I hope no one gives me a reason to snap.
I had 7 hours of sleep last night and didn’t feel that tired, argued with my daughter this morning and got into a yelling match with her (she is only 8).
On my way to work my wife called and we got into an argument, then after I got off the phone with her I ended up rear ending a lady in front of me as I was trying to go around her.
Luckily there was so much traffic on the road she got out and looked at her bumper and told me to forget about it and everything was ok and I could go.
After she left I saw my truck had left two big black paint marks on her bumper, but she said it was ok and I dodged a bullet there…
I am now sitting here and can feel my blood boiling and I can’t for the life of me figure out why, I wish I knew just so I can deal with it but I don’t have a clue..
It's just not me to feel this anger.. Its weird...
Thinking it could be the stored up hormones being released from the weight I am losing..
Just feel like punching the crap out the punching bag in the basement when I get home..
My eyes feel like I have led weights tied to them and I just feel like crap, and I hope no one gives me a reason to snap.
I had 7 hours of sleep last night and didn’t feel that tired, argued with my daughter this morning and got into a yelling match with her (she is only 8).
On my way to work my wife called and we got into an argument, then after I got off the phone with her I ended up rear ending a lady in front of me as I was trying to go around her.
Luckily there was so much traffic on the road she got out and looked at her bumper and told me to forget about it and everything was ok and I could go.
After she left I saw my truck had left two big black paint marks on her bumper, but she said it was ok and I dodged a bullet there…
I am now sitting here and can feel my blood boiling and I can’t for the life of me figure out why, I wish I knew just so I can deal with it but I don’t have a clue..
It's just not me to feel this anger.. Its weird...
Thinking it could be the stored up hormones being released from the weight I am losing..
Just feel like punching the crap out the punching bag in the basement when I get home..
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